Friday, November 30, 2012

The next chapter.


So I have been recently working on the DGA Training Program Application and one of the essay questions left me blank. This is how I honestly answered it.


WHAT IS THE GREATEST CHALLENGE/ADVERSTY YOU HAVE HAD TO FACE IN YOUR LIFE AND HOW DID YOU OVERCOME IT? WHAT DID YOU LEARN?”

 I can’t honestly say that I have ever had such a great challenge/adversity in my life that is worth talking about. To label a challenge “great”, I imagine a vast number of obstacles that include blood, sweat, and tears just to get to one thing. I could name obstacles that I’ve had in my life, but when I think of challenges that I’ve seen in other people’s eyes, mine is of little significance. I’ve been blessed enough to have the life that I have and this question has made me realize even more how appreciative I am of everything.

Having experienced a month in the poorest state of India, Bihar, I can’t even compare my challenges with the adversities that the people there face everyday. Begging for food and searching for clean water while you have your baby sister in your arms at the age of five every single day is a life challenge. Having to drag yourself on your stomach because your limbs are distorted just to get around is a life challenge. With all of these difficulties, people still find happiness and I remind myself everyday that my problems are too insignificant to even complain about.

I’ve had my life handed to me and everything has been so easygoing and I don’t know what I had done in my past life to deserve this, but thank you.



With that said, I think sometimes I get so sucked into these “first world problems” and don’t really see the big picture and how it doesn’t even matter in the end.  Oh wow, my teacher is a bitch. So what? At least I am getting an education. The guy at Chipotle didn’t make me an overstuffed burrito? Hey, at least I’m not starving.

That’s why I am kind of glad that I am going away from all of this for a little while. I don’t want to be sucked into the materialism of it all.

I will be traveling to Vietnam, Laos, Cambodia, and possibly Thailand this winter and couldn’t be more excited.  Going to see family I’ve never met and some I haven’t seen in over a decade.  I am so grateful that I even have this opportunity.


Oh and I really hope to get into the DGA program. If not, things happen for a reason.